okay, sorry for that random post….
damn tired now….
it’s happening all over again, the bonding, the getting close, the sudden split…. although i have great hopes that at least some relationships will survive….
i love the altos, albeit some of the A2s, they really understand how i feel and whenever i talk, they don’t make me feel like i wanna punch them or anything. and they always make me smile and laugh out loud….
it would only be fair that the person i hate is also in choir… all it took was the stupid exco meeting and me actually doing what i am “supposed” to and not what you are “supposed” toand apparently everything is my fault. thanks!:( i really appreciate it…
i still haven’t recovered fully. oh wells.
i might most probably be going to laos:/ hopefully my mum won’t suddenly pms and nag me for days or worse still, suddenly not pay for anything so i have to pay $XXX by myself for the trip:/
oh great. i just realised that the bitch is going to laos. hopefully she won’t in favour of council camp._.
i’m becoming reserved again. the shielding myself from others while still being with others. does that make sense?:/
ah what the crap. i shall go sleep now. g’night!:/
peace out:/
