made a tumblr and will be mostly post/reblog stuff there. gonna keep this blog for old times sake though. and maybe update once in a while. so join me there. bye.

long time no update yeah? sorrysorry! been real busy lately and such. fasting’s over. like finally… hari raya was kinda fun:) about a few weeks ago, a few sexies came over for hari raya:)

spent a lot of time with my cousins too!:)

we started renovating next door too!:) my room is now painted purple!:) reminds me of threesix!(:

i hate loke. she made me bring all my choir costume stuff for phototaking then it got delayed and she just told me to go off when i told her i had oral-.- she didn’t bother about me not being in the pic!:(

before exams, have been staying in class during recess with feli, then jiamin jarrold guanzhong and mich will join and we’ll all talk random but awesome crap together!:)

so anyway, exams have started….they’ve all been kinda okay, nothing tough and such… been pulling all nighters (kay, maybe not all, but you get the point!) tomorrow’s e revision, so i decided to post something:) like FINALLY!

i think the person who did the timetable is crazy or something… i have a total of like 16 papers(paper one and paper twos) and 11 of them were this week-.- so next week i only have 5 papers-.- and most

of the content heavy one like all my humans were this week, so next week’s gonna be kinda slack… basically only have to study for amaths and physics-.-

oh my amaths tuition is awesome!:) doing muchmuchmuch better now!:) and actually getting almost full marks for test!(i didn’t know how to do one part-.-) i like my teacher too! too bad it’s gonna end soon:(

and the hall is freaking weird! sometimes, the air con is too hot, others its cold!-.- but i never feel cold, only my legs do:/ have been lending judea my jacket cos she keeps forgetting to bring hers!-.-

maybe i’ll update again after exams… gonna have more free time then.. but there’s gonna be preparation for laos trip!:) can’t wait to spend time with the awesome altos!:D

Peace Out(:

gonna spam some pics for teacher’s day class vid so excuse me….

i promise to update soon. but still don’t know when…

okay bye,

Peace Out

Oh and just btw, Ramadan has started!:) which means I’m fasting!

Okay update either this weekend or the next. Pinky promise!:)

Peace Out(:

so this week has been quite eventful, mainly preparing the song for the ndp song competition….

monday was rushing out a song(we used half of lit period!) and then to hpb for my check up thing. i was running around bare footed. lol!

tuesday was learning the song the class did, changing it a bit and working out something for a second audition…. and the worst thing ever happened, ms ho is leaving us!!!!!D: i almost cried, luckily my altos cheered me up. choir with the temporary instructor was weird:/

wednesday was taf in the morning, doing the song again during recess and assembly and going for the rehearsal after school. a lot of classes are doing the same song as us…. oh wells…:/

thursday was doing the song, goofing off in class after school and japanese test and project practice. i have to wear a dress for the presentation!!!!:O

today was super fun!!! went school early to run through the song. practiced and tried combining the guitar, piano + violin and our singing together in the hall before morning assembly. then had the ndp parade by our school’s uniformed groups:) guanzhong was a flag bearer LOL!:) then went to prepare and did some last minute adjustments and stuff…… performed and it felt great and FUN(which is the most important thing, i guess(: ) then went to get our bags from the side of hall… mich was crying cos she crewed up and julian was damn pissed off about something….

then we went to sit in the hall, some of the awesome threesix sat together and were damn high, singing along to the tag songs and waving our hands in the air, coordinating which hand to wave. LOL! then we were all laughing and singing along, shouting and cheering for random things!!! just enjoying ourselves:) found out that we got third place for the competition, but the most important thing is the FUN we had!!:D

then we went to class to slack during our ‘break’ before people started coming back. found out that the av crew accidentally switched off the mic for julian’s violin which is why he was so pissed… emer managed to get woo sik to play the guitar so we were all watching and listening… sheryl and luoyi now see julian and woo sik in a new light now,lols… then did the ne quiz, my group lost but once again we had fun so it doesn’t matter:)

then slacked around and took bus and mrt with mich,judea,jiamin,guanzhong,ghee,jazreel and xiaoshi(is that her name?:X) chatted and laughed a LOT! stopped off at bedok and came home. then went airport with the siblings for lunch and to fetch my dad. went to sakae sushi for dinner then slacked around and came home…..

now i’m bored and missing threesix…gonna meet my ss group(luoyi,jiamin,shiwei and miranda) on sunday to finish doing the project:) can’t wait!

i think i’m becoming more studious now, in a way, though it’s sad that i can only study in the dead of the night when nobody else, except maybe my sister, is awake so i can study in peace…. so normally i only start studying after ten:/ but i do hope my results turn out to be better….

i dunno whether i wanna go for choir now. without ms ho, it certainly feels super weird and unusual… it’s so not fun or interesting anymore…..:( but at least i got my awesome altos!!!:))))

okay,i’m bored now. bye!

Peace Out(:

damn tired now….

it’s happening all over again, the bonding, the getting close, the sudden split…. although i have great hopes that at least some relationships will survive….

i love the altos, albeit some of the A2s, they really understand how i  feel and whenever i talk, they don’t make me feel like i wanna punch them or anything. and they always make me smile and laugh out loud….

it would only be fair that the person i hate is also in choir… all it took was the stupid exco meeting and me actually doing what i am “supposed” to and not what you are “supposed” toand apparently everything is my fault. thanks!:( i really appreciate it…

i still haven’t recovered fully. oh wells.

i might most probably be going to laos:/ hopefully my mum won’t suddenly pms and nag me for days or worse still, suddenly not pay for anything so i have to pay $XXX by myself for the trip:/

oh great. i just realised that the bitch is going to laos. hopefully she won’t in favour of council camp._.

i’m becoming reserved again. the shielding myself from others while still being with others. does that make sense?:/

ah what the crap. i shall go sleep now. g’night!:/

peace out:/

When You’re Gone-Avril Lavinge

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

I’ve never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I’d do, I’d give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
And when you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too

And when you’re gone
All the words I need to hear will always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you

okay, i need to distract myself or i’ll start crying….. now lyrics about threesix and the awesome altos!:)

Alone-Glee

I hear the ticking of the clock
I’m lying here the room’s pitch dark

Wherever I Go-Hannah Montana

Here we are now
Everything is about to change
We face tomorrow as we say goodbye to yesterday
A chapter ending but the stories only just begun
A page is turning for everyone

So I’m moving on
Letting go
Holding on to tomorrow
I’ve always got the memories while I’m finding out who I’m gonna be
We might be apart but I hope you always know
You’ll be with me wherever I go
Wherever I go

So excited I can barely even catch my breath
We have each other to lean on for the road ahead
This happy ending is the start of all our dreams
And I know your heart is with me

So I’m moving on
Letting go
Holding on to tomorrow
I’ve always got the memories while I’m finding out who I’m gonna be
We might be apart but I hope you always know
You’ll be with me wherever I go

Its time to show the world we’ve got something to say
A song to sing out loud we’ll never fade away
I know I’ll miss you but we’ll meet again someday
We’ll never fade away

So I’m moving on
Letting go
Holding on to tomorrow
I’ve always got the memories while I’m finding out who I’m gonna be
We might be apart but I hope you always know
You’ll be with me

So I’m moving on
Letting go
Holding on to tomorrow
I’ve always got the memories while I’m finding out who I’m gonna be
We might be apart but I hope you always know
You’ll be with me wherever I go

Wherever, wherever I go

I’ll Always Remember You-Hannah Montana

I always knew this day would come
We’d be standing one by one
With our future in our hands
So many dreams so many plans

Always knew after all these years
There’d be laughter there’d be tears
But never thought that I’d walk away
With so much joy but so much pain
And it’s so hard to say goodbye

But yesterday’s gone we gotta keep moving on
I’m so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I’ll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I’ll always remember you

Another chapter in the book cant go back but you can look
And there we are on every page
Memories I’ll always save
Up ahead on the open doors
Who knows what were heading towards?
I wish you love I wish you luck
For you the world just opens up
But it’s so hard to say goodbye

Yesterday’s gone we gotta keep moving on
I’m so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I’ll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I’ll always remember you

Everyday that we had all the good all the bad
I’ll keep them here inside
All the times we shared every place everywhere
You touched my life
Yeah one day we’ll look back we’ll smile and we’ll laugh
But right now we just cry
Cause it’s so hard to say goodbye

Yesterdays gone we gotta keep moving on
I’m so thankful for the moments so glad I got to know ya
The times that we had I’ll keep like a photograph
And hold you in my heart forever
I’ll always remember you

I’ll always remember you
I’ll always remember you

Can’t Fight This Feeling-Glee

I can’t fight this feeling any longer
And yet I’m still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

And even as I wander I’m keeping you in sight
You’re a candle in the window on a cold dark winters night
And I’m getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can’t fight this feeling anymore
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for
It’s time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars
Baby, I can’t fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I’ve been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that I’m following you, girl
‘Cause you take me to the places that alone I’d never find

And even as I wander I’m keeping you in sight
You’re a candle in the window on a cold dark winters night
And I’m getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can’t fight this feeling anymore
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for
It’s time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever

‘Cause I can’t fight this feeling anymore
I’ve forgotten what I started fighting for
Even if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I can’t fight this feeling anymore

One-Glee

Is it getting better or do you feel the same
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame
You say :

One love, one life
When it’s one need in the night
One love, we get to share it
Leaves you baby if you don’t care for it

Did I disappoint you
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without

Well it’s too late tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We’re one, but we’re not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other, one
(yeaaaah) One

Have you come here for forgiveness
Have you come to raise the dead
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head

Ooooh well did I ask too much
More than a lot
You gave me nothing now it’s all I got
We’re one but we’re not the same
We get to hurt each other
Now we do it again
You say ..

Love is a temple love is a higher law
Love is a temple love is the higher law
You ask me to enter but then you make me crawl
And I can’t keep holding on
what you got when all you got is hurt

One love (one love)
One blood (one blood)
One life you got to do what you should
One night (one night) with each other (each other)
Sisters (sisters) and my brothers

One life but we’re not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other
One, one
One, one

Endless Love

My love,
There’s only you in my life
The only thing that’s bright

My first love,
You’re every breath that I take
You’re every step I make

And I
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do…

And your eyes
Your eyes, your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Ooh yes, you will always be
My endless love

Two hearts,
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun

Forever
I’ll hold you close in my arms
I can’t resist your charms

And love Oh, love
I’ll be a fool
For you, I’m sure
You know I don’t mind
Oh, you know I don’t mind

’cause you,
You mean the world to me
I know
I know
I’ve found in you
My endless love

and love
Oh, love
I’ll be that fool
For you, I’m sure
You know I don’t mind
Oh you know
I don’t mind

And, yes
You’ll be the only one
’cause no one can deny
This love I have inside
And I’ll give it all to you
My love
My love, my love
My endless love

Crazier-Taylor Swift

I’ve never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There’s so much more
I’ve never seen it before

I was trying to fly
But I couldn’t find wings
Then you came along
And you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I’m falling and I
I’m lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier

Watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn’t see
Opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground
Spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I’m falling and I
I’m lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier, oh

Baby, you showed me what living is for
I don’t want to hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I’m falling and I
I’m lost in your eyes
You make me crazier,
Crazier, crazier
Crazier, crazier

Fearless-Taylor Swift

There’s somethin’ ’bout the way the street looks when it’s just rained
There’s a glow off the pavement, you walk me to the car
And you know I wanna ask you to dance right there
In the middle of the parking lot, yeah

We’re drivin’ down the road, I wonder if you know
I’m tryin’ so hard not to get caught up now
But you’re just so cool, run your hands through your hair
Absent-mindedly makin’ me want you

And I don’t know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don’t know why but with you I dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

So baby drive slow ’til we run out of road
In this one horse town, I wanna stay right here
In this passenger seat, you put your eyes on me
In this moment, now capture it, remember it

‘Cause I don’t know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don’t know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

Well, you stood there with me in the doorway
My hands shake, I’m not usually this way
But you pull me in and I’m a little more brave
It’s the first kiss, it’s flawless, really somethin’
It’s fearless

‘Cause I don’t know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don’t know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

‘Cause I don’t know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearless
And I don’t know why but with you I’d dance
In a storm in my best dress, fearless

Kissin’ U-Miranda Cosgrove

Sparks fly, it’s like electricity.
I might die when I forget how to breathe.
You get closer and there’s no where in this world I’d rather be.
Time stops like everything around me is frozen,
and nothin’ matters but these few moments,
when you open my mind to things I’ve never seen.

‘Cause when I’m kissin’ you my senses come alive.
Almost like the puzzle piece I’ve been tryin’ to find,
falls right into place, you’re all that it takes,
my doubts fade away when I’m kissin’ you.
When I’m kissin’ you it all starts makin’ sense,
and all the questions I’ve been asking in my head,
like, Are you the one? Should I really trust?
Crystal clear it becomes when I’m kissin’ you.

Past loves, they never got very far.
Walls up, made sure I guarded my heart.
And I promised I wouldn’t do this ’til I knew it was right for me.
But no one, no guy that I met before could make me feel so right and secure.
And have you noticed I lose my focus,
and the world around me disappears.

‘Cause when I’m kissin’ you my senses come alive.
Almost like the puzzle piece I’ve been tryin’ to find,
falls right into place, you’re all that it takes,
my doubts fade away when I’m kissin’ you.
When I’m kissin’ you it all starts makin’ sense.
and all the questions I’ve been asking in my head,
like, Are you the one? Should I really trust?
Crystal clear it becomes when I’m kissin’ you.

I’ve never felt nothing like this.
You’re makin’ me open up.
No point even tryin’ to fight this,
it kinda feels like it’s looooove.

‘Cause when I’m kissin’ you my senses come alive.
Almost like the puzzle piece I’ve been tryin’ to find,
falls right into place, you’re all that it takes,
my doubts fade away when I’m kissin’ you.
When I’m kissin’ you it all starts making sense,
and all the questions I’ve been asking in my head,
like, Are you the one? Should I really trust?
Crystal clear it becomes when I’m kissin’ you.

and lastly to sum it up…

Everytime-Britney Spears

Notice me take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Every time I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it’s haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It’s the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And every time I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you’re haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And every time I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you’re haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I CAN’T TELL RIGHT FROM WRONG. I DON’T KNOW ANYTHING ANYMORE. STOP PESTERING ME.

peace out?

went school and started hugging people:) chem was okay, though kinda dry… miss diana said that she had influenza a!:O but she’s all better now:) then history was okay… finished the worksheet thing but my hand was gonna break!! ss was fun. have to do groupwork again… emaths was boring…julian and emerson kept suanning mr ng, and julian taught him how to solve a question-.-

then english was fun!! did oral practice on picture discussion and darren said the picture showed a chimpanzee who looked like he was giving birth… LOL!! the whole class burst into laughter!!! my stomach hurt so  much after that, i haven’t laughed that hard in years!!! michelle and luoyi started laughing too!:) even after the lesson, we were all still laughing:)

then went outside avt to slack while waiting for choir to start…. was translating the japanese song again, cos i wasn’t satisfied:/ then choir started… librarian duties for the whole first part!! then had to help with attendance too… after that sectionals… still had librarian stuff. and our keyboard was weirded out:/ luckily the sls have learnt the songs already!! then combined with ms ho…

discussed about laos trip… 14 sops, 4 altos and 3 guys. power sia!! so many people going-.- note sarcasm! then asked ms ho about the translation thing, she had a japanese version! so i copied it so i have to translate it again.. then stayed back to learn the new songs and discussed stuff with xinyi and ms ho:)

i really love threesix and all the fun we have! now i have to help decorate the noticeboard with all the fun things threesix have had!:) or will have… THREESIX!!!:DDD

oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALINA!! it’s been nine years since we’v became friends!! and we’ll definitely stay in touch still! maybe we’ll go out after the exams!:)

and i dunno what to do about the laos trip… at least one leader must go and the teachers want me to go cos i actually consented… but if i fail my amaths, i’m gonna stay in singapore for intensive amaths studying!! gonna work super hard on my amaths and japanese cos i don’t want an F on the o level result slip!:( help me decide what to do!!!:/

and i dunno what else to say now…so bye!:)

Peace Out(:

p.s. I LOVE ALTOS!!

p.s.s. I LOVE THREESIX MORE STILL!!!:DD